Monday, December 3, 2007

What now?

I'm literally falling apart. Maybe not outwardly. Inwardly, though, my body is going haywire. My immune system flickers on at full strength and denies everything, or I get sick beyond recognition. Doctor's don't know why. Whatever. I have very few mottos with life. Time to list them for those that don't know.

-What's gonna matter when you die? I don't give a fuck.
-Do what makes you happy every day.
-Make other people smile or laugh.
-Pursue what your heart tells you.

4 simple things. How can someone live a good life from that? I dunno. My purpose is just to spread these kinds of messages. Love, Peace, and Unity. Wow. I sound religious. I AM but not in the christian sense or anything. I do what I do because I love people. We're dumb, we're slow, we don't understand everything BUT we try. We want to find out more. We push our limits. We are such amazing creatures I want to try and preserve as many as possible. That's why I am gonna be a doctor. believe me when I say this people, I love every single one of you. It's just hard to explain.

3 comments:

Andy said...

Dude i am sorry about your sickness. i am sure it will clear up soon enough though. and i think those mottos, even though the first one may not seem like it, are very hopeful and i like it. i am all about hope. i agree man. word

Ryan said...

Jackson, not going to lie, I hate religion. If you ask me if I'm a christian in a religous sense, I would hopefully be able to say hell no. But I do try to follow what Christ did. I, like you, believe that people are good in nature. I stirve to love everyone, accept them and care for them. I completely respect you for that. Your words are awesome, really. I think i said enough.

Patti said...

Hey, thanks for that post. it wasn't out of line one bit. I'm glad i won the jacksonville lottery. That's what i've named it... and I think i will tell that dang boy how i feel.

To comment on your blog, I think you should Get Jamba Juice with Immunity. I haven't been legitimately sick in 3 years. Course.... that may just be me and my awesome immune system. But Hey, Won't hurt.

And thanks for the love. :)